Holla all :)

[Loki]

Most of the older members probably know that I have a problem with my lower spinal section and I mentioned a while back that I had been notified by my GP of a possible fracture (Pars injury).

It's a little worse than previously thought, not dangerously so but it can turn into agony if I move wrong as nerves keep getting caught on the damaged area which has healed abnormally.
I am in and out hospital, I'm not depressed or anything so emotionally hasn't effected me.

I'm terribly sorry that I haven't been on Warriors RPG enough, I feel terrible but I know LS and NK are very capable people to Admin the site. At the moment nothing has taken action as the doctors are waiting for MRI's and Cat scans to be taken.
I'm on a medication that slows down synapse reaction (for the science lovers ) and it's making me stupid XD I'm drawing a lot more which is weird but I can't sleep so I'm just staring into space all the time making me useless.
Now the scans have been scheduled I will be less all over the place and on here more as the site NEEDS a banner and a Loki.
Please If I havben't answered then just RP my cat mumbling a sentence for me.
I haven't announced too much on DA because I don't want the world seeing I'm a cripple :/

Sorry I haven't been on regular but I hope it changes.
I love you all loads and I know you'll all understand.
Thanks for being awesome and patient.

P.S any ideas for the new banner for this site?

[NKninja]

Girl, I doubt anyone on this group or deviantART would look at what you write, and think that you're a cripple. It sucks that you gotta go in and out of the hospital, but we're happy that you still are keeping us notified about the situation.

ALSOOOOOOOO!
I had the idea of a banner for a long time.. I just suck at doing one.

I had the idea of all the clan leaders (At least the main ones) on the left side of the banner. On the right side, would be Falsecall and silhouettes of his army (Alternative could be a few High Generals of exact number from the left leaders)
The background? It depends.

I was highly debating about Commissioning Rainpelt for a while. She's gotten a lot better with photo manipulation, but I'm not sure... Not to mention I'm not the greatest when it comes to deviantART currency.

[Runfast]

LOKI.

Sorry about your back! <3 <3 <3 I hope you feel lots betters ubers soons.    

About da banner - Mistlight had a crazy vision about Mudblood and stuff moons back - maybe something from that?
https://outcastwarriors.rpg-board.net/t1308-darkclan-mistpaw-s-old-prophecy
There was shadows and thorns and cool stuff. (well, the shadows and thorns and dark cloud represent DarkClan's situation...hmm...hmm...)

A banner with us (cats) in it! Yeah! Kitties.

[Ezziestar]

Oh Loki... Why would anyone think you're a cripple?
Even if you were... It doesn't change our minds about you, you'll always be Loki.

Knowing about how much this is effecting you is really concerning me... Makes me feel bad that I didn't return sooner, and when I do it's always too late to do anything.

Hope you heal quickly. 

[Loki]

Well, I just came back out today again and had a neurologist confirm what had already been mentioned that a broken vertebrate has hooked a nerve and it is stuck. He called it something but I can't remember D:
I'm scared that I won't be able to ride anymore. I'd rather continue riding and if it got bad to a point then that would be it for me. I am terrified honestly now after today that I could turn out to lose motion in parts of my body. I don't think it is that bad though, It's just a concern at the moment.
But a while ago, some of you might remember, I had an operation to sort it out, so why wasn't a broken vertebrate noticed? I'm starting to question our NHS and all that

[Runfast]

This is starting to feel like a medical crime show. We are the investigators. Why didn't they see the broken vertebrae?

GIVE ME THE ANSWERS! MAKE THEM MAKE SURE YOU CAN STILL RIDE!

It'll be a movie:

Loki Rides Again.

[Ezziestar]

Yeah... it depends, was the broken vertebrae there before or after the operation.  If after then what on earth did they do?!

We better investigate.

[Loki]

Well It all started when I fell of my horse when I was eight, I weren't born like it :/
The damage is done a little higher than where they operated anyway so I don't think they'd risk not telling me that they'd broken part of my spine.
It's really embarrassing because I have to have a pregnancy test now to have the CAT scan because it might kill my none existent baby Since when do 16 year old get preg.... oh wait what am I saying we're in the 2000 century here!
Hehe but seriously never been there

[Longstorm]

Yeesh, can they not take your word for it Loki? It's gotta be pretty damn ...

[NKninja]

You took the words right out of my mouth.. Or keyboard? Dunno.

[Loki]

No because the scan kills the foetus and if that happened they become liable to get a lawsuit which is fair enough

[Longstorm]

Well, we're all waiting anxiously for an update... (let's take a moment to appreciate the quality of the hawk pic. I feel like I could stroke it's feathery neck.)

[Loki]

I know it's like looking into a window... a feathery wild window... nothing yet.

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